my 21st bday

yep....here i am, a 21 years old woman (prefer to be called a gurl actually hehehe) who's been having a great time, yet a sad time on her bday. pertama tama, makasih buat MANDA and NIDYA my lovely housemates yg udah ngasih surprise disaat diriku sedang ngalenyap memasuki gerbang mimpi indah td malem hehehe..... makasih cake nya yah, it's yummy! makasih juga buat MAMA PAPA and KAKA2KU tercinta di bandung yg slalu ngedoain inne and slalu ada even jarak jauh membentang diantara kita (sssaahhh bahasanya tolooooooong!!!)......trs makasih juga buat smua SAHABAT2KU di indo yg udah pd nge sms malah ada yg ampe nelpon sgala even katanya pulsa udah skarat hehehe.....trs makasih buat SOMEONE di bdg (i think most people who read this know who he is hehehe) yg udah sms inne and ngasih inne such a gift yg sungguh sangat jujur skali, tp justru itu yg bikin inne proud ma dia and that makes him different! overall.....ultah ke 21 ini adalah kedua kalinya inne ngerayain bday di negeri orang....ada 2 hal yg bikin beda bday inne taun ini ma taun lalu. pertama, bday taun lalu inne masih stay alone in that bloody student apartment named College Square.....but now, im living in a very cozy comfy apartment named The Capri wif 2 awesome housemates, luv ya gurlz! kedua, bday taun lalu i was belong 2 someone who gave me such a great gift eventhough it's just an international phone call in d midnite! but now....hmmm if only i could turn back time.....yah pkknya gitu deh, inne happy di bday taun ini coz ternyata kluarga ma sahabat2 inne banyak yg ngedoain inne.....cuman dengan menyandang gelar sebagai cewe berumur 21 kayanya ada beban+tantangan tersendiri aja. kayanya tuh diumur 21 inne dituntut buat behave layaknya cewe umur 21, takut aja ga bisa kaya gitu..... trs kayanya pas nyadar dah 21 taun kok jd makin takut coz bbrp taun ke depan mungkin inne dah jd Ny...... and mungkin dah dipanggil "mama" ahhhhh gimana rasanya yah? kok asa serem and ngagebeg gini yah.....but it's a process of life rite? we cant hide from it....all we have to do just face it and go thru it well.....Ya Allah, smoga di umur 21 ini dikasih umur yg panjang, and smua yg terbaik buat inne, amiiiin.